Quiet is Violent

  We reached a  campina . In the distance we could see an old house seeming abandoned. The tall grass was everywhere. For a moment we had to decide whether we’d turn around or go to the house.    The girl who was leading us turned around and opened her mouth. But before any word could come out of it, I heard a low howling. It sent chills down my spine and I froze. We stood still for a moment as the howling grew louder. The girl turned around, and we all started running towards the house.      The girl I was holding was now awaken and had her arms wrapped firmly around my neck. My body was hurting and I couldn’t run as fast as I wanted, but I kept pushing.      Desperation started to take over people as they continue running, some of them falling to the ground and not getting up again. There was no one to help them. We had to reach the house.     I noticed with the corner of my eye how the clouds above us started turning grey, a...

  I was there. Before the first sunrays came upon the horizon, before sundown left the atmosphere dark and cold, before your very first breath, before your heart became hollow, before you opened your eyes and saw for the very first time all the colours of cosmos, I was there.   I have been walking on the surface of this earth for too long, seeing different places, different people, different species. But my purpose has always been the same. Regardless where I went, regardless everything else, my wishes and desires have always been the same. I have remained the same.   I will be there for you. When you stand and walk tall, when you look up to the horizon, when you feel the sun on your face, when you brace yourself at night, when you let out a deep sigh of pain or relief, when your heart grows dark and cold and breaks one too many times, when you open your eyes and see once again all the colours of cosmos and it becomes mesmerizing, I will be there for you.   I am a so...

Don’t hide from me I am darkness, take my hand I will keep you safe I will keep you warm I know you crave comfort Allow me to brace you With my wings, in silence In me you will find solace Fear not, for I am here I will put my hands on you Around you All over you Don’t scream You can’t scream I will haunt you forever You won’t sleep I will put my hands on you Soon I know you will see You’re just like me Don’t scream anymore All I want is you Let me comfort you I will be your darkest shelter Your wildest dream The most horrible nightmare The deepest wish Don't hide from me I am here now, with you You called me, invited me And now I am here From the darkness I came To the darkness I will return I shall return, with you From darkness

I was buried in the snow I freeze my pain and all my feelings I freeze to death Covered in snow  I can't feel my body My eyes ache My mouth is numb I am freezing to death Nobody can hear me here Nobody can find me here You left me behind Walking away slowly I heard your footsteps, fading Farther and farther away from me Echoing in my memory You left me But there’s not much of me anymore I am buried in the snow White stillness covers me It will be over soon I will lay here forever They were gone All was gone I was gone I was done Everything so quiet, Everything so dead I am buried in the snow

Me.

i ruined tomorrow

Because I know I am not what I should be